30th July 2007

I start to drift in and out of consciousness, i am heavily sedated to help ease both the physical and emotional pain. My left leg is broken and i have 2nd degree burns to most of the left side of my body, they extend from my calf up my leg and torso - my left hand and forearm are badly burned and bandaged as is my face which is also covered with a dressing so i have no idea of how i look, all i know is that it hurts like hell. In this haze of drugs the nightmares come and visit me, i see my family as they were before the car crash - i see them burning - i see them plead with me to stop the torture and put out the flames and then i see others, people who are strangers to me, dark and disturbing beings, malformed and evil. They beckon me towards......